Confessions of a Cynic

woke up at around 4:20 this morning, after about 4 and a half hours of sleep.
-_____- and now im gonna try to go back to sleep.

What are dreams meant to tell us? Is there a significance to what we see, hear, or feel in dreams? Of course, there are some dreams we have that serve no purpose but to leave us thinking “what the fuck??” once we have woken up. But then there are some, some that are so vivid and realistic, that leave us with so many more questions.

Who’s to say that dreams aren’t our minds way of letting us know what we must and mustn’t do in our lives?

Goodnight everyone.

Me:

3 seconds later:

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I was going through old messages on facebook, and i found this, a message a friend of mine sent me on my birthday:

“brotha, happpy birthday. i’m so glad we’ve gotten closer and that you’re there for me when times get tough. i hope you moving out to chico will only strengthen our bond. you’re one of the few who i have sooo much trust for. today may not be exciting but count your blessings in the present, and in the future. many people care about you and i hope today is a day where you can let yourself go and forget the wrong that has happened, and instead look torwards the new. you’re about to embark on a new journey leron and i hope to be apart of it =] happy birthday brotha!!!”

^The person who sent this means so, so much to me, and i really don’t know where i would be without them.

But in the mean time, I’m gonna be catching up on episodes of Law and Order; SVU. :D

Even though i know it was just a dream, i haven’t been able to stop thinking about it. Everything felt so real; us talking, us holding each other, and even the part where we kissed.. it all felt like it really happened.

ok, there was the weird/cool/ super realistic dream from earlier (that i cant talk about) and then two more weird dreams followed.

1: I was walking down the street, on my way home from a store, when one of my friends spotted me in her car. what made the dream so weird was that even though i couldnt see her, i could clearly hear my friend and her brother discussing whether or not they should pick me up and give me a ride. And as they are coming to pick me up, i wake up. o_O

2: I’m in my Gov classroom, and our class is having a talent/dance/karaoke contest. why, i have no idea. but anyways, everything is fairly normal until the karaoke contest. Two girls, one of which i had never seen before, go up to sing a song.. but they’re naked. -___- and they either don’t notice, or don’t care. and im just sitting there like “what the fucccck”? so yeah.. been having some really weird dreams lately.

too bad thats all it was though..

going to bed on a good note.

goodnight everyone. :)

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