June 2010
14 posts
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even though we’ve been through so much together, ive never really told you in person how i feel about you.
next time, that changes.
if there is a next time…
May 2010
10 posts
>:(
people fucking suck.
o.O
Does anyone else know how much it sucks to be ignored by the person you like, who also happens to be one of your best friends?…
I sit here...
and i wonder, what the f*ck is wrong with me? lol if only i knew.
Anyways, my morning kinda sucked. i woke up sick, and then i had to take the WHAP final when i got to school. I couldnt really concentrate, so i knew i fucked up on it. OH WELL. -_- When that was over, i went to lunch, hung out with cynthia for like five minutes before other people came, then went to Bio. it was pretty chill, just...
As i look in the mirror..
I realize something must change..but what?
today was kinda weird.
with AP testing and everything. im hella glad its over though. :D now i just have finals for the rest of my f’ing classes. Yay. -_- but today was a pretty good day. the rally was awesome! i loved UBOs performance. and KFC was actually pretty decent this time. The crowd was really into the performances, which made the whole rally better. and then seniors left. :’( im gonna miss them...
why..
why cant i get over you?
why cant i be happy with us being just friends?
why cant i just move on like you wanted me to?
why do i still care about you so much?
why cant i be happy without you?
why are you still the first and last thing i think about everyday?
why couldnt it have been us that ended up together?
why do i miss you so much?
why cant i be the one that makes you happy?
why do i...
So today
was pretty much uneventful. i was tired pretty much the entire day, thanks to that damn Biology essay! i stayed up until 2:30 in the morning typing just for two things to happen: 1)to find that it wouldnt be due today and 2) i didnt even have to type it! -________- oh well, at least i got it done. now i can spend my weekend rela…studying for WHAP. damn. i cant wait for the AP test to come....
I HATE COUPLES
i dont know why. they just annoy me. -_-
