Final Thoughts for the Night. (Part 4)
One of the lessons I’ve learned, (well, have been forced to learn) is never to get your hopes up. Especially in situations that are dependent on the thoughts and feelings of others. You can never truly dictate how someone will react, so it makes no sense to base your possible happiness on their feelings. The biggest challenge for me will be becoming less involved with the feelings of...
Ok, I have a (slight) cold, and now it feels like...
Da fuck is up with that? -_____-
Waking up to disappointment.
^Sounds like the name of an emo rock group, right? (yeah, im hilarious. -___- ) But yes, for some reason i woke up extremely early, and the only thing to greet me was a rather disappointing response to a message I had written to someone. I shouldn’t be upset though; i had a feeling things would go exactly as they did. Its all just a bit… frustrating. :(
When you try so hard to make a situation better, but the other people involved don’t seem to care at all.
You're sitting at your desk, and you know it's...
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I thought i had gotten the symptoms under control
But i still can’t get over the depression. It normally goes away, then comes back, then goes away again. But lately, its been coming and staying for far too long.. I’m tired of being so negative, pessimistic, and cynical. I don’t want to feel that I’m a burden to people who are trying to help me. I’m just really.. tired.
Still thinking about the things i never had the...
I feel like such a hypocrite..
I try to give others advice on how they should live their lives, but i can barely make even the simplest of decisions when it comes to my own life.
Right now would be about time to post about how...
But, it wasn’t. Well, not for me, at least. It could have been, but there were too many (unnecessary) things on my mind for me to enjoy it thoroughly. ‘Tis over now though. Nothing left to do about it except move on.
miraetime: Everything is different ever since what happened on friday. I began realizing how alone I am. I don’t really talk to anyone anymore. They don’t care if I’m their friend or not, so why should I try? But now people are just leaving. I think I stopped caring about having friends. It’s just unimportant. I can’t seem to find any friends. … you still have me though.. i know im not...
What the actual fuck did i just do?!?!
Despite it being relatively uneventful,
I have to say I had a pretty good birthday.